I remember the first night my ex-boyfriend stayed over my house —and he worked my last nerve. We had just finished taking a shower together. We hopped out of the shower into our warm towels, passed each other at the sink and exchanged some witty banter. I told him “I don’t know about you, but I sleep in the nude” and he jokingly said, “me too”. As always, I turned off the tv, shut off the lamp and turned off the room lights as he slowly got under the covers and into my bed. Just like that, I was hit with what I called an “intuitive hit”. I could feel him in the dark. And suddenly it came to me his energy felt light and weightless. I brushed off the feeling and hopped into bed next him as he moved closer to me putting his leg on my mine, wrapping his arm around my breast and putting his face into my neck dowsing off to sleep.
I remember the guy I lost my virginity to during the pandemic. We met on Facebook dating after chatting for a while we eventually exchanged phone numbers. I recall…
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